You know, I’ve always viewed myself to be confidant. But now, all I can see if an insecure and jealous little fuck. But that’s just me.

I’m sorry about being insecure about myself. I’m sorry that I freak out over the smallest thing. I’m sorry for not trusting you completely. I’m sorry for assuming things. But I’m always going to assume the worst. And expect the worse.

I’m just scared of being hurt. But then again, doesn’t everyone? I’m just especially scared, seeing how easily someone’s emotions can change so easily. Humans emotions are just so fickle. It’s really saddening. I know this, because my feelings towards someone was weaker than I thought, and I allowed myself to be swayed.

Knowing me, if I get hurt, I’ll just put on a strong mask, and try to shut everything out.

Just, please, don’t hurt me. Don’t disappoint me. You don’t know how important you are to me.