14 MAY 2011

Wow, I’m turning 17 in just a few days. Kind of weird, kind of amazing, really. It didn’t hit me that I’ll be turning this much older, until a few weeks ago. Haha. I can feel my friends interrogating me, on what I want for my birthday. x) Really, God has blessed me with such loving people in my life. I’m grateful. THEIR LOVE IS ENOUGH, BUT THEY CAN’T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT. Hahaha.

Otherwise, I’m going to order my SUPERBOY shirt later today, FOR SURE. I’m not going to delay it anymore. I really want it so bad. D: I’m going to tell my mom to buy it for me for my birthday present. HURR HURR. I AM SO SLY.

Anyways, yeah. Time for some ranting time. Or stream of consciousness. I suppose that works.(: Haha. Actually, I really have nothing on my mind to rant about. D: The only thing is…I DON’T HAVE ANY FICTIONS TO READ RIGHT NOW. D:

Oh. But I guess it doesn’t hurt to look at you anymore, if that counts as anything. Haha. I mean, if I want to keep a light voice right now, and joke around, the height difference makes it really easy to avoid eye contact with you. HURR HURR. Just kidding, but really, it’s gotten much easier, because it’s just not my eyes doing the work, but my body and my head. I can sense my body language just blocking you out. It kind of hurts, only because I miss you, but then again, it doesn’t, because I know that it’s better off this way. Scratch that, I don’t KNOW, but I certainly THINK it’s better this way.

I suppose it’s just awkward, because you are friends with my friends, so it’s kind of hard to talk to them when you’re around. Thankfully, some of them do come up to me when I approach, and we talk. Which is nice, I think. But I don’t think they notice, they just come up to me, at times. Haha.

But yeah, I hope you’re happy now. I really do. I don’t know what’s been going down in your life, hunn, but I hope it’s good a smooth road for you, with a few bumps. Because no road is perfect, and will have its flaws and imperfections. So yeah, do well, my dear.(:

ANYHOO. Then there’s Taylor. His haircut makes him look like a PILGRIM, srsly. It’s just so funny, and he gets butthurt about it when I make fun of him. HA. TASTE OF HIS OWN MEDICINE, THAT LITTLE BITCH. >:( He has such a baby-face, when his hair is that short. I’m never cutting my hair again. D: DUNDUNDUN. Because I’ll prolly end up like that too. Haha.

I really want to go to DISNEYLAND again. ): I want a little break from all this shananagins. And I don’t want to get up until late tomorrow. IDK what time I should even be at school. OHLOOK, it’s almost 3AM. Whoop.

Ohkay, I’m out, and going to lurk around for a bit, maybe read HOMESTUCK. SEE YA.