Do I still care?
Or do I not? It’s hard to determine, since I don’t let my mind ponder on the topic too long. Just because I get sidetracked easily, or it’s a thought that comes and goes as it pleases.
But I think at the end of the day, I still do care. But the way things are now, I’m fine. Not satisfied, not content, not happy. Just fine. I think that’s the best word I can say.