i’m going to put some distance between us right now

Because no matter how hard I try to get closer to you, you don’t seem to want it. So let’s try some reverse psychology, shall we? How about I ignore you, and not come near you as often, and let’s see what happens.

I mean, it somehow worked this morning. I didn’t come near you, or even touch you. But you decided to scoot closer to me. You decided to take my hand into yours. And what was that after practice today? I was able to walk pass you without making any eye contact. I was able to just breeze by you. But as I was walking back to my car, you decide to sneak up behind me, and tickle me (which didn’t work) and proceeded to hold my hand again. And then you asked me if you can join me in my car. And you totally hinted that you wanted to kiss me. But I was going to give in first. So we ended not kissing. Fine by me.

But what the actual fuck.

So I have to distance myself from you, to get attention from you? Ohkay. You want to play that game, I can play it. I’m good at it.