December 2010
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I feel so empty.
Lord, how do I become closer to you? I feel like I lost my way in this world, and I just don’t know why.
I feel empty with my family. I feel empty with my friends. I feel empty when I do things. I feel empty with I’m with the people I love. I feel empty when I look at people now.
Am I empty?
But When I touch the Bible, I want to cry. When I read your words, I feel overwhelmed. When...
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CHRISTMAS
Going to hang out with Taylor tomorrow, before he leaves to Africa to visit his dad. He best be getting a souvenir. His Christmas present is almost done. It was funny. We were at Disneyland, and he bought this pack of sour gummies. Then he said to me, “If you bought me a big pack of these, seriously, I would be the happiest guy alive. I don’t need things. I just want THIS.” He is...
19 DECEMBER 2010
Yesterday was a superfilledfantasticday.
Woke up at 10AM, listened to the rain a little bit, texted a few people, then went back to sleep. Then I woke up again at 1:30PM, and ran to the bathroom. My friends were coming over at 2PM, so I only had 30 minutes to take a shower and clean up the house a little. But I didn’t need to do that. Sandy and Liz came over, and they FORCED me to clean. I...
I’d be lying if I said I didn’t miss you. Because I do.
I’m not sure what happened between us. One moment, everything seemed ohkay, the next, I receive awkward smiles, and no eye contact. Now. It’s like nothing. Like we don’t even see each other or know one another existed.
And of course, it bothers the hell out of me. Because I don’t know what happened.
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13 DECEMBER 2010
Only 8:35PM? I have plenty of time to do homework.(:
Went down to Santa Monica yesterday to visit my cousins, and watch their Christmas recital. It was really cute. Both of my cousins were so nervous. I guess now that we’re older, me and my cousin who’s the same age as me, Perry, get along more. Not that we never did in the past. But we definitely talk more. I love that kid. And his...
12 DECEMBER 2010
Yesterday was a pretty fun day. Started out going to the parade. I so did not want to go. But then again, who did? It was pretty hot too, so I was sweating a lot. Thank goodness it ended though. But on the way there, Taylor was cute. Hahaha. And then, on the way back to the bus, I saw a guy with a really big head. I think he might have some sort of disease, I’m not sure. But Julian turns...
10 DECEMBER 2010
7 more days until DISNEYLAND! My brother is already there with his friend. That lucky little boy. But I went recently, so I’m still happy. Going to buy a WOODY shirt from TOMORROWLAND, and match with Caroline with her Buzzlightyear shirt. Haha. It’ll be so cute.(:
Today was really funny. Had a black out rally. It was pretty boring, so Sophia and I just played on my phone. I downloaded...
I think I just want to be alone for now.
That’s what I think I want, but is it really? I don’t even know. It feels nice to be able to do nothing and just sit and listen to music, and just think.
5 NOVEMBER 2010
Spent time with Taylor yesterday. It was nice and fun. Haha. Just being with him kind of made me realized that I did miss him during the week. And I guess he kind of noticed it too. He kind of commented on it, and was like, “We haven’t kissed all week.”
But then, I realize that I do this a lot. Distance myself from people close to me. I don’t know why I do it, but I do. I...